there’s this girl who writes poems,

full of loathing and hatred,

at herself,

but occasionally,

one full of love comes along

(and it’s beautiful)

– i think humanity is a lot like that

i write poems with the scars on my wrists,

with the sleepless nights,

where my brain just won’t stop thinking,

i let tears bring the metaphors,

and blood the imagery,

while the numbness speaks for itself

– so, when you read this, know it’s as close to me as you could get

hi everyone I’m back. Sorry I was gone i’ve just been having family and mental health problems for the last two weeks but my headspace is starting to improve now. The second poem is more of a vent poem from a couple of weeks back but I am fine and safe now so don’t worry. And while I am looking forward to reading back over poems I’ve missed from you guys I simply don’t have the energy right now but am excited to when I get the chance. Much love my friends, I’ve missed you all so much ❤ ❤

5 thoughts on “poems

  1. kinge 27th Apr 2021 / 12:55 am

    Welcome back. Sorry for the family problems and other issues. Venting helps to release but be well to.

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  2. Ace 27th Apr 2021 / 1:44 am

    Cait!!! I’ve missed you so much and thought of you often!!!! Glad to hear you’re ok now! These poems are deep, raw, vulnerable and so beautiful! That last line on the first one really makes it so complete!! And I feel your bravery and emotion in that second one, it has such a strong flow. Stay well, my friend!! Sending you so much love and big hugs!!! Can’t wait for your visits on my end, but take care of you and give yourself a little extra love for me!! I’m always here if you ever need a friend, hugs and love 🖤🤗


  3. a.s. 16th May 2021 / 12:45 pm

    This poem is stunningly beautiful, Cait. I love the line “i write poems with the scars on my wrists” – it’s so powerful. Your writing is amazing! I’m so sorry to hear that things weren’t so great the past couple weeks, but I hope they get better soon. Make sure to take care of yourself, first and foremost. Lots of love ❤❤


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